What I don't want...

So some things I've learned from the last few days:

• Therapists, although good at validating your feelings give bad advice. Especially when they think they know you.
• I DO NOT want to marry or even date a man like Dennis so why would I listen to what he says?
• I am ok being alone but I really like having someone there to experience life with and that's ok
• I don't have to play a role, I can do whatever and begin living my life as I want to and whatever happens will happen. Analyzing every conversation, email and text is not going ot change the outcome.
• God's plan is being fullfilled and there's not a lot I can do to change it, this was always the plan.
• I can spend some great time with God while being away. He wants me to lean on him and rely on him again.